"I have never dreamed of a celebrity. Until, last night, i dreamed of Ryan Gosling. I have never felt more alive in my life, it started that we were talking and he was hitting on me and i kept saying, " As amazing as you are, im just not the type of girl, i want something more than just having sex." And he would laugh and say, "a rose always has its thorns" he never seemed to waver in any of his thoughts. I remember thinking, why am i here? And then the next thing i knew, we were on some hill over looking LA at night, and it was amazing. I couldn’t really see him but i knew he was there, i turned to look at him and he starts tracing my face and says, "one day we will meet, and i’ll know you, don’t ever forget." And it ENDS! He plagues me even in my dreams… And i haven’t forgot."
In this dream, I was looking at magazines at the library. It may have been the school library, but I couldn’t really tell since it didn’t look familiar. When I was looking at the magazines, I came across a magazine about Ryan Gosling.
Not a magazine that had an article about him or where he was on the cover that month. AN ENTIRE MAGAZINE PUBLICATION. Devoted to Ryan Gosling.
So I started flipping through it. The magazine was published by PBS or something (although I don’t think PBS makes magazines). So it wasn’t some silly Tiger Beat one, it was a legitimate publication. The whole time I was reading it, I was thinking “I have to get a subscription. Like, now.” I was also wondering how often they released new issues. I came to the conclusion that it was quarterly, since Ryan is in Thailand filming a movie right now and they wouldn’t have a lot of material for the magazine if it was a monthly thing. I’m fairly logical in my dreams.
After a while I noticed a group of people working. It was my school’s Ryan Gosling Appreciation Club. We don’t have a Ryan Gosling club at school in real life, but there was a club in the dream. I actually knew a few of the members, an a couple of them were guys. They were working on the club description for the yearbook, and since I like to write they asked me for help. We were trying to put the club description in Mad Lib form, but we were filling in all the words as we went, so it sort of defeated the purpose.
…Also, our school yearbook was a magazine too. Hmm.